Sex. Abortion. Abandonment.

okay ! entry agak 18xx ! so, below 18 harap keluar ! LOL

tiba tiba rasa macam nak buat post pasal sex. by the age of 18, youth people like me are easily active and think they can do anything they want in life. padahal, umur baru 18. but not me , spongebob still playing around in my head. :P

for the past hardly 2 months hanging dengan youngsters or maybe teenagers and oldies, for them sex is fine. sex is just another random activities. Sex is a SIN. tapi for them, it something yang kita akan buat. i meant, its fine with married people but to others ?

after going through with all this people now i completely understand the abortion. pembuangan bayi and misconduct.

i once tell about my boss who asked about my virginity. now i understand why. Now, i see the real world where hardly WOMAN would not have their virginity by the age of 20's, least. it because hormone kita yang tak stabil and sikap kita yang hungry for new experience.

likely, young age ( girls ) 15-18 years old eventually had sex with their boyfriend who likelly at the age of 20's.  boys at age 15-18's tak begitu nak buat sex tu. sebab diorang pon tak matang lagi. :P

from the sex at the very young age, girls memang sangat subur. so , percentage of getting pregnant are very high. sangat mudah untuk gadis tu mengandung. and tak semestinya kalau buat sampai level 2 akan mengandung. kadang kadang hardly level 1 pon dah boleh. main luar. get it ? tak paham. tak pe. =,='

so, that's when the abortion came along. pengguguran bayi berlaku apabila perempuan tu dah mengandung and she's dying out of ideas how to KILL the baby. ( harsh word works better ). abortion is the only way. tapi hanya orang yang berduit mampu buat because the fee is damn too high ! sangat mahal.

okay. another case, pembuangan bayi. bila pasangan couple tak boleh buat abortion due to lack of money for the medical operation, they have to keep it for at least 7 months. and for this couple yang muda lagi about 15-20's, korang tak expect yang diorang actually going to keep the baby right ?

some college , particularly almost all university akan kicked students yang mengandung. because to them, it bring shame. like some university. you know whom right ?

so, ditched school for almost a year and dumbed the baby out. cruel isn't it ? but humans. they tend to do stupid things when they nervous. what do you expect ? some young age couple stand in front an orphange and say
 " hye akak ! saya ade bayi. saya baru beranak ? can you please take it ? because saya tak leh jage. nanti saya kicked out school. tapi bila saya dah besar, saya ambik balik ? "

so, bagi pihak orphanage, korang nak ke ambik bayi tu? sebab aku rasa, korang mesti akan tengking budak tu dulu. maki maki dia and tak akan ambil bayi tu. kan ?

menjaga seorang bayi memang memerlukan banyak kos mentally and physically.  itu yang menyebabkan pasangan couple ni buang anak merata merata. dah kalau malu nak tunjuk perut membuncit, apatah lagi malunya gendung anak pada usia yang sangat muda ?

Malaysia ni memang ramai masyarakat yang kuat mengata. sorry cakap. tapi memang macam tu. suka judge. i know, sex without marriage is a wrong thing. tapi, itu salah dia. dosa dia. and korang akan cakap

 " sebagai satu masyarakat, just want to show some sort of care ? " care ke kalau maki hamun orang ? care ke kalau mengutuk semua ?  its because of what we respond about surrounding effect all.

im not saying sex is okay or fine. but people do mistake all the time. its stupid. .i agreed. tapi try to put ourselves in their shoes ? baru korang paham the hows and whys.

conclusion, dont do sex. it just a trouble after another. korang dah buat dosa besar by making love , pastu korang nak gugurkan zuriat yang tuhan dah beri. you killed an innocent baby girl or perhaps boy ?

sex before marriage was never okay. regret ? of course. but, we're human. hari ini kita menyesal, repent. esok lusa buat lagi. we never learn from our mistake. we always do and always know what the future ends.

and to all the people i know who experience something like this, its never to late . and whatever you do, i understand. and i support you all the time. :)