I Miss My Friend :'(

bila kita dah terbiasa dengan seseorang, sometimes bila dia dah takde kita akan rasa lonely. walaupun, there's still a lot of friends around.

we are so closed. but now, it can't be like that anymore. we can't be closed. we can't. and its hurt me. i'll be lying if i said not. because it hurt me a lot. deep and its wounded.

because of this foul , we can't be friend any longer. i long for his presence. now, he's hurt. and there is nothing i can do to help him. all i can is watching him from far away. praying for his well.

but at least i know someone is there for him. even if it isn't me. i'm happy just by seeing he is well care even without me.

i felt guilt. he's always there for me. but i can't for him. i can't even lay my eyes on him. guilt surround me.

I MISS HIM. and i don't think he will read this  because he's too busy. its kind of my fault. but its a fault that i never regret. maybe its bring despair to me. but to him ? happiness. and i'm grateful for that. :)

aku akan sentiasa doakan kebaikan kawan kawan aku. even if it will bring pain to me. because, i'll support them no matter what. i will step out from any one life if that the only way that bring happiness to the person i love T_T

p/s : i miss him. really bad.